Saturday, June 13, 2009 5:16 PM
June holiday= no holiday, almost every day i have to go school.4more months and I'm free from hell,escape from prison, get my freedom and so on..... sigh.... currently I'm staying at my aunt house when I'm free.i love my aunt's house. its like a trip to holiday.Free from reality and problem. An ideal place that's full of warm and love =)i spent my 2weeks of holiday schooling,reading homicide novel,using computer and staying at aunt's house during weekends.In addition,my birthdays coming!!Don't get me wrong,neither I'm excited nor overwhelmed.1 year older.A sign of ageing.sigh~i realised that when i am young,i wanted to grow faster,older. For what ever reason i had and forgotten, its the exact opposite what i wanted now.My desire to stop the time seen impossible to fulfill.The flow of time that nobody can do much to change.We can only use the limited time we had to live life to the fullest and hope that we are able to recall all the memories we have at the ripe age.different people fights for different thing.Change,fate,freedom,illness,live,happiness.Unexpectedly, not many people get to win the battle.What I'm mean is not to give up for what we fight for even if we lose a battle, we learned a lesson,we have experience to stand up again from the fall.when injured,we are able to recover when time passes,however there will be a scar remain that remind you of it.argh write too serious.Anyway,we are who we are,no time to regret or recall,we live it to the fullest until we r dead.So lets not grief over it ^o^
